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Ullstein Verlag




Herbstkind is the German version of Fall Baby (transl. Corinna Rodewald), Laksmi’s first novel in English and sequel to Amba/The Question of Red, her debut novel. Commissioned by Laksmi’s German publisher Ullstein Verlag, it saw its German publication in 2018, ahead of the original English version the following year (by Penguin Random House SEA).

Fall Baby tells the story of two women: Srikandi and Dara, one a globetrotting visual artist, the other a political activist. Srikandi (Siri) is the illegitimate daughter of Amba and Bhisma, the protagonists of Laksmi Pamuntjak’s prize-winning first novel, Amba/The Question of Red. Dara is Siri’s best friend-turned foe. After almost a lifetime of soul-searching in different cities of the world, Siri—brave, brilliant, broken—seeks to escape the difficult realities of her family history by making a new life in Berlin. Just as she is starting to find her footing in her new home, both in art and in life, unexpected family circumstances and a changing political landscape compel her to return to Jakarta—and to confront not only the wounds of her past, but also the complex realities of faith, art and politics in Indonesia: from the daily frustrations of navigating between two cultures and her multiple selves to dealing with Muslim hardliners who deem her art blasphemous.

Even though Siri finds Jakarta immensely trying, she is surprised by the fact that she keeps prolonging her stay. She finds salvation not just through her renewed friendship with Dara, but also with the renewed mother-daughter bond she experiences with her stepdaughter Amalia. It is this relationship with her stepdaughter that brings Siri, much to her own amazement and wonder, closer to her mother Amba and their common history, and in so doing finds some semblance of closure and forgiveness.

Fall Baby is a story of seeing and unseeing, of freedom and censorship. Of East and West, of memory and identity. Of mothers and daughters, of fathers and daughters. Of making peace with one's parents' and one's own history. And ultimately, of the most unexpected yet precious gift of all: the sisterhood of women.

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 ‘More than a novel, Fall Baby is a sensual song of longing, loss and hope.’ —David van Reybrouck, author of Revolusi, Against Elections, Congo, one of the most influential young European intellectuals working today

Fall Baby is a moving, intriguing novel about the wandering soul of a female artist, the lost soul of friendship and family, the broken soul of home and the painful process of reconciliation with one’s own traumatic past and present. It is a candid and beautiful book about personal change that has the power to change anyone reading it.’ —Alés Steger, author of Neverland, Kasmir, Berlin, Absolution, The Book of Things 

‘A beautiful, wise, elegiac novel steeped in the colours, characters and politics of a troubled Indonesia . . . Pamuntjak has emerged as one of Indonesia’s best known writers both at home and abroad and she introduces us to a culture and political history of which many of us know very little. This is a deeply moving book on her hugely complex but fascinating country, written in sparkling, precise prose and with luminous insights into the intricate web of art, politics, religion and history.’ —Ahmed Rashid, author of Pakistan on the Brink: The Future of Pakistan, America and Afghanistan, Jihad: The Rise of Militant Islam in Central Asia, Taliban: The Power of Militant Islam in Afghanistan and Beyond, contributor for the New York Review of Books

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